iM n0t 0kay...

back to training ((:

2006-03-22T06:39:00.000-08:00

didnt went to skool todae.
hahas.then went for training.
macham waiting to get into poly lidat.
hahas.aiya.who cares.
erm.training was oryte.
train wif e u-16 was fun actually.
but e fitness part was nightmare.
so long neber do sprinting.
but luckily i survived.
hope to try my best.
this is my last chance.
coach saes.is possible to cope.
eg khai azmi vincent.
but is all up to me.
okie.gotta go sleep.((:

time travels )):

2006-03-17T08:55:00.000-08:00

time really travel fast.
some may find time is travelling slow.
some may find it fast.
but wadver it is.
time will keep travelling whether.
is slow or fast.
people do change whenever time travels.
some change for e better.so to e worst.
examples..*the good ones*
my best friend ky.played void deck soccer with him.a few years ago.
now oredi has a history of clubs in national u-15.home u.now balestier khalsa.
next.inin.a innocent boy.turns out to be a bassist in sunset boulevard.working in kfc.waiting to enlist into rp.
all e above are my friends who i been long with.seen lotsa of changes in their life.
whatever it is.i waiting for my turn.to be somebody useful in e future.WHEN IS MY TURN??.
*the end*

Memorable Moments part 2

2006-03-11T05:06:00.000-08:00

faces changed.especially fadli faris wencai shi jie.haha.last year.during fellyna bdae chalet.cycling nite.old pics seh.todae den got it.hahas.taken when some in 4n1 n 4n2.but todae all in e same class.hahas.memories indeed.

1st march..

2006-03-01T07:44:00.000-08:00

it was a long dae in skool. had a bio practical.was bad.was clueless everywhere.went to eat kfc wif jian ming.den saw yi lin dere wif her cousin.then went home.took bus 55.oso saw her again.ya.reach home.took a nap.woke up watch tv.and come online.bored bored bored.a typical skool dae.

memorable moments ((:

2006-02-25T11:25:00.000-08:00

a baby me.class 4n2 where i spent my lonely year studying sec4 again(05).my frens.((:

feb 25

2006-02-25T11:15:00.000-08:00

woke up at around 9.recieved a good morning from yi lin.((:.she woke up at ard 6 plus close to 7.i guess.but i replied her at 11.hahas.erm.went out wif inin and dan.to hmv.went ard surveying my 1st album in my collection.hahas.saw lotsa of wwe dvds.thats cool.haha.wanted to buy e jake the snake documentary but it was 68 dollars man.that isn't cool at all.hahas.inin bought a jazz disc at gramphony.(dunno whether is correctly spelled).at paragon.den.dan left for his chalet.inin n i went for jamming.after jamming.hilmi me inin went for makan.ard 11 plus den reach inin house.watched royal rumble 06.til he fall asleep.and here i am updating my blog.

a messed up life

2006-02-24T21:28:00.000-08:00

at first it was a good start,but soon problems began to grow.problems like my work.studies.distractions too began to develop.distractions like playing club football again.is always something i neber achieve in my life before.from a young me goin to bishan stadium to support e protectors playing their games and seeing dem play good quality football.was a dream for me to wear their colours.paying 30 dollars to play for home utd cdc prog was e 1st step to it.having a home utd coach in e skool team was all part of wad my football education is about.i seriously thought hard abt my future.wad i gonna to do in e future.playing football and coping well wif studies is something possible but not worth risking for it.a indecisive me is wasting time pending whether to go for trials again.seriously bothering me since e dae i heard abt e vancacy in e team.but lack of confidence is one major obstacle i fail to overcome and get over it.)): i hope as time pass by.i can remove this inferior side of me.may lord answer to my prayers.amen.

another big problem i am bothered abt it-my size.i really hope all these fucked up people who is bitching me about my weight.being so sarcas to me.those who look down on me.will be proven wrong by me.i seriously motivated by all this.for all e years i not motivated enuff.but as life goes on.all this bloody bitching too grow.it will be all this.to motivate me to start doing something abt my weight.and prove all this sickening people.WRONG.i not gonna give up easily this time.cos this people will help me regain that motivation.

i wanna end this by saying.i m motivated to end all this ((:

been a long time since i update my blog..

2005-12-26T22:06:00.000-08:00

hey..i am back..i guess nobody been reading my blog..but its okie..i jus update it for FUN..lol..ya..lotsa of things happened for e past 3 or 4 weeks..such as working in kfc..getting my n levels results..ya..everything now is fine..especially i passed my n levels..got 8 points..a relief for me..it erased all my bad memories last yr..been troubling me on n off..ya..n oso..working in kfc..losta of frens had their opinion of me working dere..say pay less..all this..but i still stick to my job..met lotsa of nice ppl dere..like naufal,azimah,vivien,noor,auntie lim,auntie turinah..not forgetting e managers..dey are all nice ppl ((=..ya..i dunno how long i will last..just gotta see lo..haben really fall in love wif e job..ya..and also been long since i play soccer..got a minor knee injury since aug..den haben realli recover..been having recurring pains..so decided to rest for 3 weeks n see how it goes..ya..and oso sorry guys..i have not stick to my diet plans..suddenly lost determination..especially working in a fast food store..haha..not much time to exercise..but i haben gif up in losing weight..gif me time guys..i will accomplish my mission de..thats all..haha..

nov 25-26

2005-11-27T02:36:00.000-08:00

on fri..had a match..as usual..appear to be one of e best opponents i faced in my life..seriously..dey were a pacey strong attacking team..dey oso wore woodlands jerseys..maybe got one or two players linked to woodlands team?..haha..maybe..dey took a 2 goal lead..n my team scored back thru faizal(2)simon.dinesh.n one more i forgot le.lol.i had a normal match by standards..but i was praised bye opponent for my bravery..hahaha..maybe ba i was brave ytd..lol..ytd is pure sian..went to ck hse wif vinnie..den spent my whole afternoon dere..den watched e spore match..luckily spore won..phew..den went home..online awhile den sleep..but still cant get to sleep..woke up..n play com again..lol..n writing this..okok la..gtg..thanks for reading..

so tired.

2005-11-17T17:14:00.000-08:00

woke up ard 9 plus am.received coach hisham call.should be a wake up call ba.hahas.went for training in bishan park.it was much a physical training.after that.went for a drink with coach.den after that went home.4 plus went out again.jogging at e mrt track.woo.so tiring.goin to start work soon.hope everything go well ((: ya.around 9 plus went to inin house.lepak at there.den suddenly fell asleep there.lol.den woke up ard 3 plus am to watch e last 20 mins of e turkey n switzerland match.

4-4

2005-11-12T02:24:00.000-08:00

thats e score of e high scoring match..haiz..one of e goals was my mistake..i was playing left back todae..i went to ask for sub..ended up e ref sae ok..den e midfielder play e ball into our penalty area when everyone was not ready..and it ended up in a goal..haiz..den i went out..during a 2nd half i went in n play as a keeper..conceded 2 goals..but i made 2 impt one on ones saves..overall i was pleased wif my performance..hahaha..after that went to meet inin and danial..watch abit of e performance by 3dash1..n den went back to tp to have dinner..after that we 3 stuck at e bus stop n wait for e bus..hahaha..all toking abt blink 182..haha..den reach hme on my com..tok to mrs foo..had a long chat wif her..haha..telling me wad to eat wad not to eat..haha..i din know mrs foo teng wo de..(means dote)..haha..thanks mrs foo(: ya..den made a bet wif her..saying if i neber lose weight by 19 dec..i will buy her favourite bird nest..haha..lol..hope i can acheive my target..hope all ur gif me support especially e musi..inin..haha..!!..gtg..bye~~..

another usual day..

2005-11-10T09:50:00.000-08:00

woke up around 11..den received shaozhe msg..den went to skool to find wilson n co..ya..do nothing much there...except kicking around with faris haha..ya..den watch parts of e netball match..lol..guys vs e girls in a netball match..after their match..e two rascals ashley n beryl came n crap wif us..ahaha...den realli having fun crapping wif dem..mus admit that dey are cute la..=pp..lol..after 3..went to have lunch..den went hme n use msn..inin n i help ashley to solve her probs..glad to know that she has a fone now..haha..went to borrow from her pri skool fren..*thanks to e that pri skool fren*..ya..after that watch e 9pm show..rainbow connection..den went to meet wilson shaozhe su xiang ky n his gf..ya..jus came back from wilson house..ya..tired..*snores*..hehe..tata!..

another boring day..

2005-11-10T02:05:00.000-08:00

back..sorry again..not a consistent blogger..rather abit lazy..past 2 daes was oryte..done normal routine stuffs lyk playing com..goin out..slacking at inin hse..play soccer..nothing much..yeah..erm..my knee are much better now..although i m not fully fit..hopefully i can recover fast..my shoulders are oryte..but still rusty..erm..decided to do smth abt my weight..for e sake of playing soccer..it will be a uphill task..but i hope i can endure e whole process..yeah..haha..jus came back frm wilson hse..hanged out wif ky su xiang shaozhe wilson..been long since we hang out together..its rather simple but a cooling hang out session..haha..pleased to settle my peer probs wif pal..told her everything but there is still some unresolved..haiz..shocked to see HER chatting wif me again..its rather weird n strange..can someone tell me wads goin wrong???..haiz..thats about it..cya!..

wad a match..

2005-11-06T23:55:00.000-08:00

had a match todae..against a indian team..wears barcelona jerseys..but dun really play lyk one..hahaha..is was a entertaining match i must say..i played well todae..have to redeem myself..cos last match i played badly..this match..my team employed e offside tap..it was effective on some occasions..got a few times dey broke thru e offside trap..but i managed to gain on top on e one on one situations..i wun forget their indian striker..so big size..one on one with him..i managed to charge out n save e shot..ended up clashing wif him..in e end got a knock on my left knee..my team din attack much..cos we really missed some of e players..like shanker,terry,faizal,mike..n e field was in bad condition..it was a swamp..oh gosh..ya..after e match my teammates praised me..tt is pleasing..not trying to praise myself..i think i did well..cos i needa to restore their confidence in me u see..not proud arh..lol..at e end of e match..i save a shot..ended up colliding wif e post..ended up wif a shoulder injury..unlucky..cos thurs got match at hougang stad..dunno will recover in time anot..haiz..hope to recover fast..tts abt e match..n oso wish all taking o levels..all e best of luck..!!..

erm..been long..

2005-11-06T03:10:00.000-08:00

hello..i am back..been long long since i update my blog..erm..year 2005 is a sort of a gd year for me..didn't did well for my n levels last year..so i decided to stay back this year..it was a hard decision i hav to take..but i believe no point looking back..this year..has its highs n lows..for my soccer..i got my 1st acheivement..when my skool got 3rd in e zone..n acheive nationals round target..it was a pleasant moment in my life..i will neber forget that moment.. it will always remain in my mind..time passes damn fast..now enjoying my holidays..hopefully can do well in n levels on my second attempt..hehe..i met new friends..n my relationship wif my old frens got stronger..but i sincerely hope that someone reading this..will unstd wad i trying to say..that is forgive n forget..i will move on wif life..n search for my goals..in soccer i oways kept goal..but in life..i have to find it..makes sense?lol..dunno wad i m toking..hahaha..update soon..